Careful what you wish for

Have you ever been in the ocean and been hit by a huge wave that you didn't see? You know it's there somewhere. You get preoccupied, stop paying attention and that's when it hits you. It knocks the breath out you, drags you under and spins you around like a rag doll. It pins you to the bottom and churns you with the broken shells and sand for what seems like forever. Just when you think you are going to suffocate it lets you go and you pop to the surface. The sun is on your face and you take a huge breath of air that feels like the greatest breath of air ever taken.

Welcome to my last two weeks!

I've been preparing for the biggest event of my life and every detail is hitting at once. The stress has been a bit overwhelming with discussions, details, writing checks and trying to stay sane even when the world has gone crazy. On top of that we have a dog that had knee surgery and Angelique got bitten on the face by the other dog! Emergency rooms, trauma centers, medication, stitches (on the dog only thank goodness) and the list goes on. Just having to carry the dog around everywhere has been a chore although it's burned off seven pounds of my post-holiday dough-boy physique.

Fortunately everything all just fell into place yesterday. So many things resolved themselves and so much of the pressure has been taken off of everywhere. Now we sit back and enjoy life!

I've still been putting up clips but I haven't had time to update my musings. A recent clip starred a gal named Tina. I have a normal pattern when I shoot. I do a test position to gauge someone's abilities. Then I do an amped-up position followed but a much more relaxed position to regroup. After that it's usually something off-the-wall for fun. I broke that pattern with Tina. She walked in feisty and basically demanded to prove she was the best bondage model in the world. So I gave her the treatment. We started with a full-out take-down with sports tape and then moved on to two more positions. In all three her elbows were crushed. I was the wave and when Tina popped up for air she needed more than the sun and a deep breath, she needed a pain-killer. Then she said, "let's see all those other posers handle that!" Makes me laugh to this day ... I felt like I was being a little mean the whole shoot and it was really just a badge of honor to her.

Check out Tina in She Tried to Rob Me So I Stole Her Dignity but only if you like harsh take-downs, ballgags, welded elbows, bare feet, head wraps and a hottie sitting butt-ass naked on a toilet seat while she struggles!